Building a career as a professional actor is incredibly trying. You constantly feel that you are never doing enough. Frustrations abound. Insecurities rage. More, more, more… got to do more. I feel like others just throw crap up on the screen, and I sit here polishing and polishing and polishing. And those who put products out there, as crappy as these products are… well, at least they are doing something. I’m doing… NOT ENOUGH.
So many projects that I’ve worked on since I’ve been LA have not come to fruition, so my reel suffers. That’s the most frustrating thing. I’ve worked and worked and have nothing to show for it but some dead words on my resume.